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"falling down around me"
2001-04-26~10:59 p.m.

I have had a bad week. It seems everything is falling down on me. I have cried this week for the first time in a while. The last time I cried dealt with infertility. This time I cried for stress at work and feeling rejected. I cried in Tim's arms last night as we lay in bed. He is my rock and my strength. I feel like I tend to rely on him too much. I cling to him and depend on him. I am glad he is there for me though. I could not make it as well without him.
I started a new Bible study at church. It is some of the young married ladies in our ss class. It is called Breaking Free by Beth Moore. I really think it will do me a world of good. I need to study in the Word more and I need that female interaction of thoughts and I need that accountability of making sure I read and do my lessons. Maybe this is why satan has attacked me. I need to grow closer to God.
I'm tired, as always. I think I say that every night. Tomorrow is Friday. I don't have many people coming to that Cookware show. Everyone is going out of town. I feel rejected when people don't come. Even though it is not personal. I just take it personal. I need to keep remembering what Uncle Jim said. "You gotta get a thick skin! Don't let it bother ya!" Yeah, but sometimes I like soft skin.....
Goodnight!

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